Saturday B4 the cruise & my formal intro

Hey! So i was surfing online and found an OLD OLD blog that I started back in 2005 when I was "AnteaJoy" on WMUZ for "Joy and Jones in the Morning". If you DON'T know what that is, that was when i was a RADIO HOST/DJ at a gospel radio station in my hometown, Detroit. Anyway, I thougt it was pretty cool...eventhough I only did ONE entry and never returned back to it again. So, I'm deciding to start it up once more. An online journal so to speak. This blog won't be about industry gossip, who I'm working with right now or Aplus. This is all going to be about me. My brain. My heart. My life... from the inside. :-) ......................Here we go!

Today is October 4th, 2008. Its Saturday. 4pm and I am STILL IN BED. Sitting here with my computer on my lap, procrastinating (what I do BEST lol. j/k). On Monday morning, I am boarding a plane with my mom and dad and Anesha and heading to Miami to board a ship for a week long cruise. Fun! I am looking forward to it however, its odd these underlying feelings I have. Hang ups I guess. Worries. For one, the airplane seat. ALWAYS TOO SMALL for my 54 inch hips (yea... thats right... might even be bigger now...). I feel so bad for whomever is forced to squeeze down next to my hips and be smashed for the whole ride... terribly embarrassing.... Second, the cruise aftermath. Since I'm such a fastforward thinker, I have skipped past the crusie and I'm thinking about the FOLLWING Monday morning when Ill be squeezing BACK down into an airplane seat as "Antea from APLUS" heading to New york for work having gained these "cruise 7lbs" everyone keeps warning me of... as if I'm not big enough already.... *sigh*
And then there's Otis. Oh Otis. Leaving him here.... My dad wants him to stay at their house with the dog and "house/dog sit".... I really wish he was going to be with me next week. Sippin umbrella drinks, sand in our toes, cuddled up on a beach somewhere in Grand Turks... *sigh* So, needless to say (but I'm saying it anyway), this is a bittersweet vacation.... Good thing i have sexy/comfy sundresses for everyday of the week. At least I'll feel sexy and thats ALWAYS a plus in my world... I'll post pics! Ciao!
~antea